Tell me Why

Sigh SIGH sigh..... I thought I would get over it, can't believe I'm still thinking about it now. Sigh.... Backstreet Boys is singing LIVE in Sunway Lagoon tonight!~!!! However, I can't join in the fun! Well, I want to go, but my friends aren't really big fans of the BSB. I won't say I am a very big fan but I really like their songs a lot. It's funny, when I was younger, I couldn't go to concerts because of my overprotective parents (not that I blame them though). Now that I'm finally old enough, I can't go because I don't have friends to accompany me! I know some people could just go to this sort of thing by themselves but to me, that's not so much fun. So today, I'm wearing a shirt that states, Don't Let It Go To Your Head. Hopefully, I'll get over it very soon, and focus on something else instead.

Emotional Roller Coaster

First day is always an emotional roller coaster for me.

Reluctance has always been a friend constantly telling me that it is such a drag to start the semester already.

Excitement, on the other hand, tells me, "New Semester, Brand New Opportunities!" She told me it's great to see all the familiar faces again!

Responsibility pulls my ear and told me to pay attention in class and do well in this period. *ouch!*

Joy, ahh... nothing can bring down her smile. She hugs me to make me feel the positivity on the environment around me. :)

With all of them fighting to make me feel all right, the end result is just WEIRD.

My Second Home

*pinching myself* OUCH~! Yupe, I'm definitely not hallucinating, I'm back to SJ.

So so tired right now and I haven't finished unpacking yet.. And I forgot to bring my review letter which I received for my industrial training. DAMN IT!

Night.

Scissors are sharp

FINALLY I've gotten my haircut! The barbershop that I used to go to, has moved and I have no idea where it is! After trying hard to search for the new place, I gave up and went to my Mum's friend's saloon. To be honest, I was really scared to ask her to cut my hair because her work is according to her mood. If her mood is good, she will cut really nice. If it is not good, she will cut more and more of your hair. Well.. that was my impression of her when I was in high school. So I was kind of reluctant to go at first, but luckily, she gave me a new look! Though I must say, her cutting skills are really slick but really really scary! I was in the saloon for almost an hour but she only took 10 minutes to trim my hair! Half an hour just to wash and rinse my hair! In my whole life, I have never ever washed my hair THAT long before! Anyway, I'm glad it didn't turn out to be so horrible as I pictured it.

Un-Wasted Holidays

Sigh... I'm going back to SJ in less than two days. Don't get me wrong, I am actually looking forward to go back. However, there is that nagging feeling of not wanting to leave home. I don't know how to describe it in words but I'll try... it is like a tinge of guilt, with a dash of reluctance and a whole lot of love. Feeling rather emo right now... >_<

Though this must be the longest holiday that I ever spend at home, it wasn't as wasteful as I thought it would be. Hmm... where should I start? Well, when I first got home, I remembered I was dreading about my results that were coming out in a few weeks. Before my results were known, I finally received my father's approval for me to obtain my salvation as he is a atheist. That kind of happiness was really indescribable after one is immersed out of the water. I can still recall that I couldn't stop smiling. :) Lucky for me, I passed my examinations as well!!

Then the two months industrial training began. I met some very pleasant people over there. I must say, working is not my cup of tea but that is unavoidable regardless how much I try to stall it. I just hope that in the future, I am able to like what I do. I don't know what the future holds for me, but I do know that because it is such a mystery, it will be something really amazing and special :P

Besides working, I met up with several of my friends - my two best friends, one gospel-friend-turn-into-believer (so happy for her), a few of my college and high school friends. Had my first taste of going out at night, not really a big fan of it though. I would get pretty worn out after a long night. Right now, my eyes are filled with dark circles below it. SOoooo UNATTRACTIVE!!!

Another thing worth mentioning is that I bought my very first guitar!!!! A guitar to call my own! I absolutely love it! It's such a shame that I can't bring it down to SJ with me this time. Sigh... I'm gonna miss it! Read three novels, this is one of my favourite pastimes which I rarely have the chance to do it. Glad I had the holidays to do it. Anyway, before I even realize it, the attachment work has finally come to an end. Kinda miss the people there but not the work. :P

As soon as the completion of my training, I went straight into house cleaning mode in the preparation for CNY. My room has never been so clean before! Ate plenty during CNY, grow so fat now.... -_-" Visited my grandma. Don't let her fragile appearance deceive you, her mental alertness is still sharp as ever!

She is already 80 something but still going strong! God really bless her.

My relatives - you can see the resemblance :D

OH! Didn't experience a blackout for a very very long time. One night, the whole house just went dark. Moreover, it happened at night. Everything was pitch black, I can't even see my own my hand! After wandering aimlessly, blinded by the darkness, I finally found my handphone to give me some light to move about. The whole neighborhood was extremely dark but it's kinda pretty, don't you think?


Now CNY is almost over, it is time to get ready to go back to studying life. Hmm... my clothes are still in a pile waiting for me to iron them... so I better get going... Until next time. Toodles!

Britain's Dynamic Duo

Ant & Dec - Eternal Love



Ant & Dec - Let's Get Ready to Rumble

I know I know, when you look at their music videos now, it seems so cheesy and kinda embarrassing but I still love the music. But just to give you something a bit more recent (well... not that recent), they pranked Simon Cowell from American Idol! They were presenters of the show called "Britain's Got Talent" where Simon Cowell used to be one of the judges. Enjoy!

I was bored!

As you guys can see for yourselves, I changed my blogskin... AGAIN. No matter how hard I searched or find, I would still ended up with these few colours - PINK, RED & WHITE. What can I say, a girl is still a girl and will always be one.

Only five more days of slacking, playing the fool, daydreaming and comfort before I go back to the life as the university student who complains about assignments, finding excuses and forcing herself to get her priorities right but secretly enjoys every minute and every moment of the life that she is going to experience. Regretfully, till now I haven't even write a word on my report yet. Moreover, I am not mentally prepare for the new semester yet! I'll be 22 in another month or so and I'm still acting like I'm still in high school. Maybe I still haven't left my high school phase...... have I?

DAMN! Have to wait for two more days to find out whether my classes will clash or not! ISH!

Okokok.... calm down. Breathe... hooo.... hmmmm.... hooo... Just write down what I need to do.

Tasks to be done before departure:
1. Iron my clothes
2. Write report
3. Scan my laptop
4. Buy bag and skirt (yes I do need one)
5. Get my hair trim

Hey..! Now that I written it down, it's not a lot as I thought it would be. *RELIEF*

Hard to Say "I Love You"

Happy Valentine's Day People!
That guy in the video is so lame!

Oops! Not Again!

sigh... I did it again. Screwed up again! I still can't believe I actually let it happen! Sigh... at least I am getting punished for it. I hate the feeling that when you encounter a situation and you couldn't do anything about it. However, being punished for it is sort of a way of redemption.

My brother bought me a novel entitled The Sleeping Doll by Jeffery Deaver. Still on it, hopefully can finish before the night ends...

Two Weeks' Notice

Been a crazy week!! I don't remember having a CNY this busy and this tiring before!
I'm lacking in sleep as dark circles under my eyes are forming more and more.
And before I even notice it, I'm going back to Subang in another two weeks!
Where did the time go!?!?!? Crap! I'm not mentally prepare yet! *breathe in & breathe out*
Gotta seize the time! Man... I haven't started on the REPORT yet!!!!

Toys of My Childhood

When I thought I could take a rest after finally completing my internship of two months, Mum being a Mum, ruins it when she asked me to clean the house and tidy up my bedroom! Sigh... Got up at 8:30 in the morning and started cleaning up! As I was tidying up my room, I came across a pile of old McDonald's toys, obtained from all the Happy Meals that I used to eat when I was a toddler. Since it has been so long, I decided to give them away to kids, that is if they are still interested in these kind of toys. If they don't, I would just throw them away as I don't play with them anymore and keeping them collects a lot of dust. That is why I took a picture of all the McDonald's toys I once had as shown below as a memoir. Imagine how many times I went to McDonald's just to get all of these!