Can't Sleep

I am sitting here, in front of the computer, getting what I deserved for procrastinating my work. It's already 1 something and I am still working to finish off my Psychology essay. Still left a few hundred words. It will be finished very quickly if I could just set my mind and heart to it. Sadly, right now at this moment, I have been bothered about something for quite a while now. I know that I don't fully understand her and I know we are not that close. However, it just pains me to see someone, who you see on a daily basis, keep herself away from everyone else. I understand that all of us needs some private time by ourselves, but sometimes it just hurts because you know you can't do anything at all in this kind of situation. There are some things that you know that you can't tell her. Even if you tell, it doesn't mean she will accept it willingly. To do something or not to do something - that is truly the mystery. It's like you do something about it, it's wrong. If you don't do anything about it, it is also wrong.

Ehhh... hold on a second... Why do I suddenly sound like a guy caught in the girl problem..????? *a long awkward pause*

Anyway, I guess I finally understand that there are some things that she needs to realize it herself. There is nothing I can do but just to pray for her.
Gosh.. It's already 2AM!!! I've got to get back to finish my essay!!!! GOOD NIGHT!!!

Habits die hard

I just thought of something about me today. Not exactly a thing but a habit in specific. I come into a realization that whenever I start any personal projects, they always end up incomplete. For instance, I wanted to make a door hanger for my door that says "DND" or "I'm busy", I had even bought the materials and gotten an old door hanger for reference. Something else came in distracted me, I never really get the chance to complete it. I can see that there is a layer of dust sitting on the materials. There are times when I was free but I am not as keen as I used to be about it. Then, there is my high school photo album project. During high school, I thought to myself that I am going to take lots and lots of pictures with my friends and decorate them into my personalized photo album. Since Form 5 was the last year of high school, we took a whole lot of pictures. Trust me, I have one box filled with pictures. Also I had my closest friends to write down their contacts and some testimonials on coloured papers for my photo album. I have everything prepared, all I have to do is to start doing it. Yeah... you have guessed it by now, I haven't laid hands on it for almost four years already!!! From all these past experiences, does give me a hint that I will do this again, so I must be on the alert not to let anything to go waste. There is actually a reason for me to write this crap, is because I have absolutely no mood to do my report that is due on Monday... This is so typical of me....

Shaking my head in dismay

Hmmmm....

1. Feeling absolutely lazy...
2. Do not have the heart to do my assignments (a lot of them are due next week)
3. Not in the mood to study and exam is just one month away!!!!
4. Been playing The Sims 2, going to get addicted to it soon.
5. Still not feeling any pressure to start revising....... Yet.

As a conclusion, I am going to be in deep trouble if I don't do something soon!
So... I think I'll go and play The Sims 2 when I get home after class :-)