~short break~

Gosh I hate tests!!! These few weeks we are having tests so much, my brain is going to become like mushy spaghetti!!! First, Dr Teo said he wants to give tests every single week, then Mr Ooi and then Ms Lai~~!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I will end up in Tanjung Rambutan if this keeps up~~!!! *SIGH* Man.... do I need to calm down....

Anyway, hereby I want to CONGRATULATE to my two friends who passed the admission exam to Indonesia to study medicine!!!!~! CHEERS~~!!!!! Oh well... time for them to spread their wings and fly to the unknown... God bless them all the way :D

All right, I better get back to physics class now. Or else my lecturer will starting whinning... *shaking my head in dismay*

The Child in Me

There is a little girl within me,
Patiently,she is always listening,
Whenever depression comes upon me,
She is the one I seek.

That child is my comfort,
Serenity, she brings to my soul,
Always making me calm,
Whenever I can't stop spinning around.

Yes, she is there daily,
whenever I needed her,
My strength is renewed,
with her constant assurance.

But now, there is something we both fear,
as she is slowly beginning to tear,
She herself is lost and alone,
But 'do not worry', I was told.

Loneliness beyond loneliness,
is more hollow than it seems.
Without love, there is nothing to offer,
without it, the essense of life has no meaning.

She needs that secret recipe,
to stir her emotions alive!
Without it, there is emptiness in her laughter,
and the invisible tears would gradually break her apart.

From all these,
I finally realise,
What she really needs,
is Faith.

PSALM 27:7-9
"Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice!
Have mercy upon me, and answer me.
When You said, 'Seek My face,'
My heart said to You, 'Your face, Lord, I will seek.'
Do not hide Your face from me;
Do not turn Your servant in anger;
You have been my help;
Do not leave me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation."

a deal I made today...

Most of my guy friends said that i was too rough and hit and bully them all the time. So.. I ended up making a deal with one of the guys. The deal was i must not hit, punch nor stratch them for a week. If i succeed, he would treat me a meal at any price :D Hmm... I'm gonna make him go broke :P hehe... Wish me luck!!!!